Tatkala kau rasa awkward gila.
Okay, mungkin tak, maybe its just me and my paranoia.
Aku... sebenarnya takde nak cakap ape pun. Sebenarnya boring, sbb well, simply sebab aku boring. Its 4 am in the morning and I'm still not asleep. Simple as that.
Tapi agak2 kalau kau operate kepala aku ni, banyak gile menda serabut yang kau rasa time kau bukak tu kau nak tutup balik and never want to see em again.
Aku paranoid dgn dia. Sebab bila kau dah tersayang tersangat, you can't help but feel like this. Perhaps.
Orang len aku tataw lak canner. Dan bila scale itu berat sebelah, something unpleasant might happen. Mungkin.
Yang lain, well, banyak benda lain lagi ekshelli tapi tu mungkin lain hari lain masa lain ketika.
K dah, aku meraban ape pun akku tataw so baik aku tido.
Ta.
Monday, October 29, 2012
Wednesday, October 17, 2012
Insomnia
Ever had that particular moment bila kau rasa sedih gila tapi kau tak boleh nangis?
Rasa sakit aty kan? Yeah, tu la yang aku rasa skrg. Wai? Jap agy aku citer. maybe.
Kenapa aku takleh nangis you ask? Sebab aku taknak nangis, really. I mean, I'm not alone in the room. Mau si Yana dok terkkujat tgk aku tetiba nanges memalam. So tak nak la gempar aku histeria pulak kan. Haha.
Anyway, aku tgh bercornflake i mean, konflik (sorry aku tgh lapar) sikit. Dengan siapa? Aku rasa kau tawu kot. So paham2 jela.
Kena pulak dua2 tengah berangin. Memang tak la kan nak slow down ke ape. Seb bek dua2 reti bhasa. Letak phone b4 anything breaks out. Or as the Westeners call it, before hell breaks loose.
Well, hell didn't break loose. My tears did. Tapi tu la cam aku ckp, aku takleh nangis and frankly, aku tension. I need to let these pent up emotion out somehow.
That aside. aku insomniac hari ni. Like serious aku xleh tido. So aku sumbat telinga dgr lagu Adele, hopefully boleh tido. Or susah sangat all nighter je la kan. tapi memang tak la nak buat assignment kejadah kan. Kepala tgh serabut kot. Think I'll go watch anime or something. Alang2 wifi dah repair.
Anyway, esok kalau aku moody semacam, paham2 lah ~ jangan risau, aku moody sat je. Paling2 satu hari~
K dah, cukup membebel kot. Haha. Au revoir :)
Rasa sakit aty kan? Yeah, tu la yang aku rasa skrg. Wai? Jap agy aku citer. maybe.
Kenapa aku takleh nangis you ask? Sebab aku taknak nangis, really. I mean, I'm not alone in the room. Mau si Yana dok terkkujat tgk aku tetiba nanges memalam. So tak nak la gempar aku histeria pulak kan. Haha.
Anyway, aku tgh ber
Kena pulak dua2 tengah berangin. Memang tak la kan nak slow down ke ape. Seb bek dua2 reti bhasa. Letak phone b4 anything breaks out. Or as the Westeners call it, before hell breaks loose.
Well, hell didn't break loose. My tears did. Tapi tu la cam aku ckp, aku takleh nangis and frankly, aku tension. I need to let these pent up emotion out somehow.
That aside. aku insomniac hari ni. Like serious aku xleh tido. So aku sumbat telinga dgr lagu Adele, hopefully boleh tido. Or susah sangat all nighter je la kan. tapi memang tak la nak buat assignment kejadah kan. Kepala tgh serabut kot. Think I'll go watch anime or something. Alang2 wifi dah repair.
Anyway, esok kalau aku moody semacam, paham2 lah ~ jangan risau, aku moody sat je. Paling2 satu hari~
K dah, cukup membebel kot. Haha. Au revoir :)
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)