Monday, October 29, 2012


Tatkala kau rasa awkward gila.
Okay, mungkin tak, maybe its just me and my paranoia.

Aku... sebenarnya takde nak cakap ape pun. Sebenarnya boring, sbb well, simply sebab aku boring. Its 4 am in the morning and I'm still not asleep. Simple as that.

Tapi agak2 kalau kau operate kepala aku ni, banyak gile menda serabut yang kau rasa time kau bukak tu kau nak tutup balik and never want to see em again.

Aku paranoid dgn dia. Sebab bila kau dah tersayang tersangat, you can't help but feel like this. Perhaps.
Orang len aku tataw lak canner. Dan bila scale itu berat sebelah, something unpleasant might happen. Mungkin.

Yang lain, well, banyak benda lain lagi ekshelli tapi tu mungkin lain hari lain masa lain ketika.

K dah, aku meraban ape pun akku tataw so baik aku tido.


Wednesday, October 17, 2012


Ever had that particular moment bila kau rasa sedih gila tapi kau tak boleh nangis?

Rasa sakit aty kan? Yeah, tu la yang aku rasa skrg. Wai? Jap agy aku citer. maybe.

Kenapa aku takleh nangis you ask? Sebab aku taknak nangis, really. I mean, I'm not alone in the room. Mau si Yana dok terkkujat tgk aku tetiba nanges memalam. So tak nak la gempar aku histeria pulak kan. Haha.

Anyway, aku tgh ber cornflake  i mean, konflik (sorry aku tgh lapar) sikit. Dengan siapa? Aku rasa kau tawu kot. So paham2 jela.

Kena pulak dua2 tengah berangin. Memang tak la kan nak slow down ke ape. Seb bek dua2 reti bhasa. Letak phone b4 anything breaks out. Or as the Westeners call it, before hell breaks loose.

Well, hell didn't break loose. My tears did. Tapi tu la cam aku ckp, aku takleh nangis and frankly, aku tension. I need to let these pent up emotion out somehow.

That aside. aku insomniac hari ni. Like serious aku xleh tido. So aku sumbat telinga dgr lagu Adele, hopefully boleh tido. Or susah sangat all nighter je la kan. tapi memang tak la nak buat assignment kejadah kan. Kepala tgh serabut kot. Think I'll go watch anime or something. Alang2 wifi dah repair.

Anyway, esok kalau aku moody semacam, paham2 lah ~ jangan risau, aku moody sat je. Paling2 satu hari~

K dah, cukup membebel kot. Haha. Au revoir :)

Monday, July 30, 2012

A fortnight babysitter~

Yes yes, it's been a heck of a long time. Sorry.. been really........... lazy xD
aaannywayy, I ended my Foundation safely already and was accepted to UTM for my degree~ YAY xD

But today, the story is not that.

Its about me being a  babysitter.

Yep, a babysitter.

For approx 2 weeks.

And being someone who never really took care of kids, it's hella tiring, I tell you.

Alright, so I have a very cute niece. Scratch that, two cute nieces~ and they're staying over for 2 weeks till sis is out from her days of confinement.

So lemme introduce the lil cuties~

First and foremost: The elder sister, named Yasmin Farhana.

Alright~! Ni lah dye Yasmin Farhana. A very active one year old toddler, I got my hands full with her!
She tends to be quite cute tho, so sometimes I don't mind if I have to take care of her. She learns quickly, and her favorite things are Twinkle Twinkle Little Star, Boboi Boy's theme song, her small teddy that have been with her since she was born, and a green ball she likes to play with. A trick I learned to shut her up when she cries is to play ball with her. She'll still cry a bit, but she'll quiet down eventually ;) She had a loud voice, a trait inherited from her mum's side of the family, and she resembles her father a lot. (tho I say otherwise xD)
Right now she's sleeping, so I have some free time to surf the net. xD

Secondly, the little sister; Fatihah Maisara;

(ignore the caption lol)

This is taken when she was just a day old. A veeerryyy cute baby, and don't give much fuss, so she's a fairly easy baby to take care off. Then again, my job is more to Yasmin rather than Fatihah, cuz the latter is taken care by sis. She sleeps a lot, and only wakes up when she's hungry (then again, all babies do that, rite?).
Similarly like her sister, when she cries, she's capable of waking the whole house up lol xD

So yeah, my fortnight's schedule (starting from a few days ago) is tweaked a bit. I slept hella late, often after sahur, or else I won't wake up xD and wake up around 11 or 12 to mind the shop. Occasionally I'll be washing their milk bottles, putting them to sleep, playing with them till they're exhausted and pretty much what a normal babysitter do.

Hav to say tho, it's quite tiring to mind them when I'm fasting, but since I can't skip on both, I just go with it. And hey, I'm part of their family, so a bit of helping out is part of my responsibility anyway. So I'm good with it~

So that's it for today, I'm going to take a bit of a nap, to conserve some energy when the little bundle of hyperness wakes up to play. :P